Why I am here

So one reason I am here is I am engaged to be married next year to a wonderful guy. I went to try on dresses. I tried on a 16 and saw back rolls. That was horrifying. The first time I got married I was pregnant. This time I am trying to plan my dream beach wedding. The date is set for August 7 2010 but that is if we have the finances to put toward getting married bu then. The second reason I am here is my daughters. I have one who was born in 2005 and One who was born i 2007. Ages 3 and 1 are very rambunxious ages and I can not chase my kids around without running out of breath or getting tired very quickly and I want to be the fun mommy not the mommy that sits on the couch all the time.